Regularly, the alarm had all settled up at 4 in the morning to start her routine, she did not care would it be school day or weekend. At any rate, she had to wake her body up right thunderbolts. It felt like forcing her inner laziness before making it into daily habits and doing it gladly.

Every day after school along with every single chance she had, she would spend her time helping his dad at the workshops. Playing along with gears on a machine or vehicle, either her clothes and hands were completely covered by spilled oil. Depending on her behavior itself, she only loved cars and masculine stuff made her hate feminine things like the normal other girls around their ages; barbie, cute stuff, or even pink color. Not only, Lori, but both Mike and Noah also had the same taste tho. Since baby, they have already collected so many types of hotwe*ls which was abso-freaking-ly cool at that time. Without recognizing how affected it was, Lori's interest got bigger from time to time.

She loved reading books. It started when her dad showed her a big thick book that contained cars and machines. Right after brainwashing her brain systems, she found out that reading was something that not really bad at all. 

Lori's taste in wearing clothes completely peculiar. Instead of buying a cute dress like girls always did, she did not. She had nothing to wear besides a pair of jeans, a white cotton t-shirt, a cap, and sneakers and tied her hair up like a ponytail neither she ever wondered about how to put-on-makeup as a noteworthy. Duh. She did not need to be worry over her natural self. Having two brothers whose basically twin making her easy to stop buying new clothes because she could wear theirs as much as she wanted.

The country song probably her favorite genre. She liked listening to some olds tune, herdable, peaceful but sometimes within the unique rhythm indeed memorable lyrics. That's why summer was her special season hence by summer she either could play hide and seek with her brothers or play baseball at the nearest hometown park with her male friends. 

Mr. Thomas on the other hand never complained about children's interests. He thought kids had the right to learn new things, to do adventure, even to explore something ridiculous. Amy also had the same thoughts. As parents who knew about parenting, they gave their kids freedom within reasonable limits. Tolerance is essential. Likewise, democracy is a must, discipline is basic and rules exist without hurting. Lori had an amazing support system within her life. Growing up surrounded by happily-ever-after-family made Lori be humble and happy to help others.

As time went by, she became more unladylike. Even now her ages almost reach for twentieth. Her interest in engineering was no kidding. She loved it so much. As a matter of fact, Lori dreamed of becoming a successful female mechanic, yep, right under Thomas's radar. Well, she approved it by bringing up a good score in her major for the 4th consecutive semester in college. However, education was something very important in Lori's family circumstances. 

From Lori's short-story, does anyone know what kind of personality she has?

David Eagleman writes in “Incognito":

At first, she hated how her sweet dream had to go unnoticed and forced to hear the sound of an alarm set before bedtime. 

She was growling, "Arrrgghhh."

In a flash, with grumbling, she rubbed her eyes, rose, and then turned off the terrible wail. Did she all set up? of course no. Her bed kept calling her to return to its warmth. She failed. It happened at least for almost the first week. But then she made the grade at it. She thought it could not be happening any longer cause she was not used to it until forcing herself further. Right? and she did change it into a daily habit. 

Let's see ourselves further.

Do our habits on the right path toward the dreams we have? Or is it too hard to kill the laziness that keeps uprising over time?

Who will YOU become 10 years from now?

• We all have the same 24 hours in a day
• We all face change

Our thoughts affect our souls.

Our thoughts designed by us.

She was a woman whom I knew exactly did not realize what she had been up to.

Her choice of thought already changed my life.

One day I did scroll up and down the Instagram timeline and clicked onto her snapgram. I found out this was her latest screenshot updated. It had stayed for at least what so we knew, 24hours. I saved this one and could not stop thinking “How could Ms. pretty having this thought over herself?”

Wasn’t she beautiful enough? despite her friends always complimented on her, never judged her as far as it might be true. I did not understand it. In fact, she’s truly charming in every way.

Somehow, this tweet really breaks my heart up. It hurts. Not the way “it ruins for being ugly” nor “can’t even sit peacefully without thinking about how disgusting our look.” but 

Why we easily do self-harm, insulting about all the mistakes which we’re really just saying, or even do self-loathing instead of loving ourselves and accepting what it is?

Apparently, we often say that we are not worth enough for a living. We are not beautiful enough because of all those fat, flabby stomachs, neither do pimples that always pop up for no reason or even what color skin we have. Forget the existence of body standard. Forget those Victoria secret models whom we adore, set aside those handsome guy with a muscular body we've always wanted to be looked like. The ideal weight, self-appearance, or even the shape of a human body is diverse. Set your own standard. There is no chance you could make it the same with whomever you want it to be.

When it comes to happiness, we could afford it by because we have it within ourselves.

And I choose to empower self-love ones designed to lift confidence and boost self-esteem.

How?

1. Stop being so cruel and mean to yourself. Let yourself talk the way you talk with the one you love.

2. Clearly, you are perfect just the way you are. You are different and stop trying to be like someone you do not need or to be ashamed of the things that you most like for having, either the way you look or other personality (based on something you embarrassed of). All you have to do is becoming the best version of yourself. Be proud of who you really are.

3. Every time I stand directly opposite the mirror I always give the most indulgent smile and say “You are beautiful, you are intelligent, you are independent, you are precious, you are the one and only you’re version will be long lasted, you are special either do have an amazing body and personality and one day  

4. Accepting yourself is important because it means that you accept all the good and the bad. It is a great affirmation that is focused on the energy of letting go. When we accept ourselves we are not only loving the parts we love but forgiving ourselves for the bits that might not be perfect. You are fine. You are wonderful. Embrace every aspect of you, flaws, and all.

5. You are so strong. You have made it through all of your bad days. You are not here by accident. You are powerful beyond measure. Own this and don’t let anyone or thing hold you back today.

6. You can achieve all your to-do list in the future as soon as possible. The dreams you always want is going to happen because you're going to do everything you can. No self-doubts. No cursing. No humiliations. No matter how hard it is, you have a certain penchant about these since you believe over your capabilities.

“Stop looking into the drawback. Start giving assertion about loving your true self. Propels that you are worthy. By being who you really are and completely loving yourself, others will find your true colors.” - Farah Mayu, 2020